your warm forearm
around my neck
my shoulder to your lips
my pelvis to your hips
your hand climbs up my chest
brushes beneath my breast
I breathe shallow
warm my feet between your calves
gently press into you
hoping we could fuse
and dull the sharp grief
threatening to swallow me
then a snore rattles my ear
and I consider sleep
instead of despair
we draw together
then roll away
throughout the night
like tides pulled
by a hidden lonely moon